Lovely Little Pain

Suffocating
I can't breathe
I don't know if I'm happy or terrified
Painfully
My head throbbing
I can't tell if this is real or fake
Stop this
You're hurting me
But I know it's not your fault
Release me
You're killing me
But I can't help this feeling
You're the cause, you're the cause
Of this lovely little pain
You're the ache, you're the ache
That I can't seem to push away
Tripping
Over my own feet
I don't want to do this anymore
Falling
Falling deeper
I can't do this anymore
Take me, take me now and never let go