Regret

I can't explain these feelings that have come over me

They took me by surprise like a mad dog suddenly set free

Barking and yapping spanning at your heels

Wanting to devour, to rip and tear, and make you his meal

It's an aching sort of feeling, not good, but not exactly bad

It's an itching a burning, knowing I lost what I had

I'll never get it back, I drifted to far away

But there is a longing inside me that's all I can say

She touched my life in many ways

She taught me to love but I didn't know how to stay

I'll admit my heart is full of regret

And when I said I hated her It was not what I meant

If I cold do things differently, right all past wrongs

I would change it in a heartbeat, one so long

Now when I look into her eyes, I see the same regret

I wish I could look into her mind, or to her heart be sent

But in the end I remember we are both God's children

He loves us both, and this is all His will in the end